Rampton high-security hospital in Nottinghamshire was built in 1912. Everything about the bleak(阴郁的，荒凉的), remote facility for mentally ill people is forbidding(令人生畏的), says Jan Neate. “I get really upset going there,” she says. “Even though I really want to see Jake, visiting is an ordeal(折磨，煎熬).”
诺丁汉郡的拉姆普顿高戒备医院建于1912年。珍·尼特说，这家收治精神疾病患者的机构地处偏远、气氛阴郁，处处令人望而生畏。“每次去那儿我都特别难受，”她说，“尽管我非常想见杰克，可探视简直是一种折磨。”
Jake, 45, is Neate’s son. He has been held at Rampton for eight years. In 2017, many years after being diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia(偏执型精神分裂症), he killed his partner, Suzanne Brown, and was deemed mentally unfit to stand trial.
45岁的杰克是尼特的儿子，已在拉姆普顿被关押八年。2017年，在被诊断患有偏执型精神分裂症多年之后，他杀害了伴侣苏珊娜·布朗，并被认定精神状况不适合接受审判。
When Neate visits him, her fingerprints and biometrics(生物识别信息) are taken before she is escort(护送，押送)ed in. Jake is searched when he is brought into the room and searched again when he leaves. Mother and son are permitted a hug, which is often distressing(令人痛苦的). “Both of us usually cry when we hug,” says Neate. “It reminds me of what our lives were like before and I think it reminds Jake of that, too.(这让我想起我们从前的生活，我想杰克也会想起。)”
尼特去探视时，先要采集指纹和生物识别信息，然后才被护送进去。杰克被带进房间时要搜身，离开时还要再搜一次。母子俩获准拥抱，而这往往令人痛苦。“我们俩拥抱时通常都会哭，”尼特说，“这让我想起从前的生活，我想杰克也会想起。”